A lot of new understanding is coming my way. Understanding of my essence and powers.
The creations I make carry wonder and bliss. Â It activates the unity of cells in the motion that creates various paths to the unknown, unseen worlds that surrounds our universes
I will explain a little what happened in my home these past days.  I felt that it was time to clean up my art room again. I share my art room with my kids, and they are not really clean with their things as one can imagine from 4 and 7 year old kids…especially my 4 year old. I cleaned the room and as I did, I felt it was time to rearrange the paintings in that room as well.
The paintings in my house get rearranged intuitively and guided.  I know where to hang what for the next wave of change to arrive…and never ask for details.
The paintings in my art room that hung on the wall, had been there for many years…2004.. one was put there last year after I finished it…and a few where on the floor stacked as it was not their time to hang in my house just yet, or are awaiting their new homes.
A few days ago for the first time I felt the need to take down the three paintings that have been there since 2004.These paintings have been my personal belonging and have not been shared on my website, just yet.
I continued with putting the paintings that I felt needed to be placed on that wall up, 3 of them.. There was one more nail on the wall and I wondered which one needed to go there. Nothing was said. I looked through the paintings that where there and the only one that called me I picked up and hung there.. Spirit said; Be careful. Are you sure. I asked why? He said: this will accelerate what is you. And I answered well I am ready to be me, so that is ok. Things would be accelerated in my live he said. And I thought Ok. I like things to go fast…how little did I know what was meant…and how careless I was to not investigate this more thoroughly..as my guidance warned me, and they know better.
I went on with my life and that night.. I could not fall asleep. I went up tired but once in bed, I was wide awake. I remember thinking, that is strange..I never lay awake..am an easy sleeper. Hours later I finally fell asleep and in between awake and asleep I saw this place that was full with people. I could move myself through it as I was flying. ..and when I wanted to go in a different direction I noticed that the speed all was created by my intent…The rest of that night I can’t remember. But I remember waking up and thinking back of my experience..that brought me back to the time when I was in Holland, just before I immigrated. I experienced a lot of those journeys back then.. but for some reason the seized to come on my path once I left for Canada, and after that the USA…until today.
As life took over again, I did not give it any thought of why now. And the day flew by as usual, and the evening came. When it was time to go to bed, again I was wide awake. I need to tell you that my art room is in opposite of my bed room. Hours I laid there, at least that is how it felt.. and finally fell asleep again.
The following day, I was tired, to little sleep, but duty called and I started my day. Later we had company and they left around 10:30ish. I was very tired, and wanted to lay in bed. My husband watched TV in our room, and I watched a little with him, as he thought it was a very good movie. It was a brutal movie, in which a lot of people got killed off. Nothing for me to like or watch, and I drifted off.
When I woke up, I woke out of a dream. I had found my way within a pathway that carried a lot of destructive basic power. A tiger challenged me to find its way within the structure created by the universal motion that lies beyond human aid or perception.  I felt I needed help as the place I was in was not good. I could not word it, still can’t fully, but it felt like a place I should not have been. The ones in my dream all were animals, and very sharp of mind and spirit.
I asked my husband who was almost asleep to be up with me as I needed his presence. I shared a little about what happened and as I laid there I gathered myself, created sacred space, and tried to understand what just happened. I heard one of my kids, and my husband went to look what was up. As he was gone, I realized again that everything was different since I changed that art room. I went through it energetically, and then remembered the warning of spirit. It was that painting that needed to come down for me not to wander off again in that place, that partly frightened me and partly made me confused. I went to my art room and took down the painting and placed it in a spot I was directed to, that would contain the energies.
I went back to bed and felt to text two friends about my experience. It was already around 1 am, but one of them always was up late so I was trying my luck. As I texted her, I thought you know I can just call her as, if she is a sleep I am sure she has her cell phone off. She was asleep, and did not have her cell phone off, so I woke her up. I felt bad, but she was ok with it and wanted to hear my story.
I shared with her what happened and what I knew. And as always when I share, I hear myself say the things that my brain needs to know.
Spirit gave me the name of energy re-director, years ago. I understood that I can re-direct energies and had experienced it many many times in my work with others and in my work with the earth and beyond. I also knew that my paintings carry a strong energy that helps manifest things and helps stimulate the room it hangs it, with the essence that it was made in and the structure it was created in.
But today it was time to understand the powers of it and remember to take my task serious as it was not a game but my truth, and the creations are more than just pretty pictures or words, it carries forth what is needed in times of change, and this particular painting was strong in its mission to move and manifest.
I remembered when I created that specific painting. Spirit also warned me, and asked me if I was ready for it. I thought …why worry, yes I want to make it. Once I finished it, I was guided to cover it up. Covered up, it stood there for days, until I was ready and had gone through the needed shift to own the energy that it holds. I hung it up and many other paintings left my house to the rightful owner shortly after that. It did its work, and then I needed to remove it and replace it for the newly created one, that had to hang on that spot in my home. The painting moved to my art room eventually and has been there for a few months …till a few days ago..and the rest of that story you know by now.
This painting manifest what lies in the darkness of one’s believes, it manifest what lies in the clarity of one’s believes, it manifest what lies in the light of one’s believes. It manifest anything that has been brought in motion, with our thoughts believes and intents.
Why did it bring me to that place, that I saw as a place of darkness? As you triggered it with your thoughts . When going to sleep you brought forth what should not have been there, is not yours to carry. Why could not I sleep the other days?  As the motion carried you forward in the mind’s power that needed to sink in and be balance out with your hearts intent/glory. I have been in the head more then I have , after finishing the painting of AA Michael. The programming of this painting triggers the mind expansion within as that was out of sync with your whole being. He created balance, but first needed to awaken the slightly dormant part in you to bring forth the structure that creates human motion that is heart centered fully balanced out with your essence.
Bring it back to the core of your essence and recreate you within the motion that carries the future; complete what was started.
After talking to my friend I laid their and brought one of my light wands in my bed. I had no fear, just was en guard..alert, and brought back balance within to go to sleep. A lot of dreams passed that night…and brought me to where I am right now..sharing as I am typing these words, to make you understand the structural changes within.
When we are mind focused and not in true connection with our heart, and we watch TV; we enter that frequency of what is being shown, as our mind brings us there. When we go to sleep after this, and do not allow ourselves to gather our own balance again. We are within the motion that was carried forth by the movie’s intent.
It is important to gather yourself again, your energy, your frequency. Balance yourself again.
I did not do that and went to sleep within the structure that was not my own. It was very basic and dark, that is why I experienced that dream. That is why I went to that place in dream state. We need to understand our choices that derive from our actions. When you watch something cruel, you bring that within you, as we are all energy and connected in many different ways that is not even understood most of the time. We adjust to the energies that are shown when we follow the movie’s energy, intent, flow. We become partly involved in it, unless you hold your energies in balance and watch as a bystander, not allowing yourself to become a part of it..Emotional independence…
If the movie is still in your head after watching it, it is a sign to restructure yourself. Bring back your own energy again and let the flow of love; cleans and balance yourself out again.
I am Wilhelmina, within my power I stand fully, open and awaiting what needs to come in the right and divine order that life is bringing us.
Much Love, Always,
Wilhelmina - 101709
the cursive text is quoted from Spirit
