Xsist

For Reflection and Contemplation

New Year

The end of the year is here.

Looking back; how was your year? What stands out the most?

What did you learn, what did you let go of. Did your environment change? Did your job, your friends, and /or your family change?

Every year some people start the New Year with New Year resolutions. Things they always wanted to do or let go of, they promise themselves to do this time around…or at least they will try to do so.

Around Christmas the atmosphere is filled with joyous and excited energy from our kids and interactions with family and friends. During these times we remember them stronger, so it seems. During these times they are around us stronger, whether alive or in spirit.

What brings us closer to one another during these times besides the knowing of Christmas and the tradition of giving gifts and having family and friends over? Why do we feel stronger connected in these days and why don’t we feel it always?

In the United States this one day of Christmas, stores are closed, the smallest amount of people work this one day of the year. Do we finally have time to rest and realize what is truly important. Does this tradition, and for some believe, makes us free again to remember. Free from other daily tasks and duties that we have allowed to rule in our lives.

The more people/spirits feel joyous, loved, togetherness, and unity, the more this vibration radiates across our universe. It is seductive and contagious.

When the level of oneness reaches a collective strength, the oneness of whatever is felt out there will be felt stronger by everyone and everything.

After Christmas the silence is felt. How the silence is interpreted or translated in our emotions have to do what lies within our essence as a believe structure or call it a conditioning.

Know that happiness can be felt always as long as we chose to feel it; as long as we chose to be within it. This goes for everything and everybody.

You hold your own personal scepter; the scepter that contains the powers of existence and creation. Feed your scepter from the heart and Love will be yours to embrace, experience, feel and Be ..always.

May your days be filled with Love & Joy.

Happy 2010!

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

True love 

Do we truly love ourselves, our partner, our family our friends?

What does truly loving someone means?

Do you love to not let go again?

Do you want a partner; as that is the way you feel it is needed so you will not be out of the social loop? Do you want to grow old together with your partner, be together always without losing interest, or have your partner lose interest as that will devalue your presence or identity in any way or form?

Why have not you allowed yourself to feel free, to be free?

Do you love out of love or out of ego?

Often it happens that people don’t want to be seen as different as the rest. “The rest” whom they see as more important, as that has been their focus, more so than their own truth or feelings.

True love is the natural flow of our essence. From Love we came, within Love we grow I always say.

When thoughts and ego patterns are allowed to intertwine the true love connection is broken. True love can eliminate fear of walking grounds never explored before by mankind.

When you unconditionally love, you are truly loving without conditions. When you love unconditionally you love without the fear to lose the bond that you have with someone dear.

Love is groundless and fearless. Lower emotions are no longer needed when true love has found its home back in our hearts.

Humanity has longed for most of their existence to feel complete and was looking for completeness in the wrong directions eating and nurturing the wrong fruits.

When you are ready to connect truly with your heart; you have allowed the structure to be broken. The old structure can no longer hold fruits from the past, as crucial membranes for our current existing being.

The ego cannot hold you locked in the new structure that no longer holds the value of the song of your current soul’s mission.

Old fear for resolutions is no longer a problem now, as it will be recognized as being just a mere illusive dream projected by the minds membrane that no longer solely can keep fruits contained or fresh.

Fruits of the core of our being; new fruits from our soul that is connected to source are granted to us in this new structure.

Fruits belong there but not nurtured they turn bad. The source beholds the scepter of Love that contains the valuable ingredients. In the flow of true love from source fruits flourish and bring forward rebirth that aids in our existence.

Free from depletion and primly there to enjoy, nurture and flow freely into live festivities. Festivities crowned with joy out of love for the selves.

How do you know that you truly love yourself?

Investigate your thoughts when in love.

Do you love this person ultimately for his/her opinion, thoughts, or drive? Or do you care for her/him as she/he needs your thoughts , drive , persuasion to become whole and/or this person completes another part of yourself that is missing.

When you truly love, you love out of love for yourself and the universal bliss without a needed focus. What and who is needed will come and will be recognized without any lower emotions attached to the connection.

No matter where and with whom you are you will feel you and know that love exists within you always and ever as strong as allowed by you in connection with your heart and soul; not by the minds threshold that ego had put into its control before.

When you can say from the heart: I know I truly love. You know that because with or without him/her , he/she will be in your heart. If he/she looses interest in you out of love for someone else, it will be understood if true love was allowed in before. In the flow of true love, ego does not rule; your heart does as you have opened up wide to your true self and all your relations…which is everything and every being in the universe and far beyond time.

This is a never ending flow that is felt and kept alive as you have allowed yourself to be alive.

 Break through the structural grounds that have barriers around you, limiting your essence as it becomes integrated in the mind maze that has a lot which no longer belongs in your structure of Today.

May the blessing of all kinds be in your soul membrane as time evolves in you as no longer existing. Materialize the greater you that stands no longer on the cusp of belonging, just becoming fully aware of the essence that cradles ones souls ability to shine and become your true love awaking.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

Becoming what you know

It’s not about what we know; it’s about what we do with our knowledge.

We may understand the purpose of our actions and may feel at peace

with them for the sake of being at peace.

We may feel sheltered by our actions and allow only the thoughts that

will keep us warm and not make us too aware within our system.

We have all traveled a long way before coming here to experience the

earthly. Do we know everything at birth and forget when we enter the

toddler stage in life? Or do we still know but don’t want to remember?

Our minds are very strong controllers, very strong tools to keep us from

going into our deeper selves, our inner selves with whom we need to get

in touch to truly understand our needs and wondering.

Who we are and where we came from. Why we are here and the eternal

grace that awaits us.

Growing up, we adjust to our environments to fit in, to make life easier.

Until we start allowing ourselves to feel that the unnatural flow is sickening

our souls and our bodies, we start wondering and wander to different

places that our destiny has in store for us. We learn, we absorb, we

ignore, and we search.

When will we find that inner peace? Why should we find that inner peace?

Why do we feel the undeniable pressure that keeps reminding us to stick

with our own true ways?

What is the purpose of knowing if we don’t act upon the truth?

When are you ready to embrace your true self? When are you ready to

stop playing games and mirroring yourself to others instead of yourself?

How important is it how you look, how important is it how others see

you?

When are you confident enough to embrace true self-love that holds no

value against you and that will not measure the shallow empty shells that

we show the world? True self-love brings true radiance and power and

teaches more than any words can say.

True self-love shines on the world like the first rays of sun that touch the

ocean in the early morning, every early morning, never skipping and

never hiding from its true mission to radiate into and onto the world to

help others see, live, breathe, and feed themselves from the glory that the

radiance entails.

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I feel it is important to share some articles out of my book Xsist. In the time to come I will post some articles that are of importance. I have used my book as an oracle. The articles & lessons I wrote have reminded, guided and helped me over time and still are of great value to my personal journey. From many people that have purchased the book, I have heard similar stories on how they read it over and over again and how different awareness arises that helps them translate the words in different and deeper ways then possible before.

From my heart to yours:

Wandering through mind waves, we often misjudge what comes our way.

We find solutions in problems and problems in solutions. The road may

feel endless without perspective of what is to come or what must be solved.

and mind reprogram our inner knowledge to a minimum.

Now that the earth no longer keeps her balance, we have found ourselves

begging for mercy, desperate without, again.., focus on the self, which

holds the scepter for triumph.

They who have chosen to follow will find themselves in greater despair.

They who have chosen to redirect their lives will acquire back what was

theirs in the first place. Win back ground to build a firm foundation to

hold yourself up against the everlasting gravity. This will make so much

more sense when you have laid down the first brick that will lead to

wholeness of the heart and soul. Born again, you will persist in grounding

yourself and truly learn how not to pick up what has been left behind by

a stranger with a different but seemingly similar purpose.

Who are you and where did you come from?

Feel your name, feel your essence, feel your heartbeat, feel your breath.

Close your eyes and allow yourself the time to contemplate. Rest within

yourself; feel your own warmth and love flowing through you. Find your

pace, find your rhythm. Become who you are but never have allowed

yourself to be.

The beauty lies within our minds when they are in balance with our souls.

Clear your focus for a brighter tomorrow and feel gratefulness for what

has been the mold spirit has given you to pin your soul upon to mature

and grow into in order to have greater tomorrows.

10/23/03

I Am.

Within my own power I will grow

May the Light be my guide, may God protect me and guide me where I

need to go.

Neither fear nor negativity can exist within me, as I am NOT allowing it

to become a part of me.

May the positive energetic flow within me conquer my heart.

Purity will be my Focus, Love will be my scepter. May the Light become

one with my Soul.

What if we had done things differently?

What if it did not happen that way?

What if….

We can wonder about how things could have been done and how things could have happened. This gives us clues on how to re-shape our thoughts and actions, if that is the focus. It can also keeps us in the state of wondering, not accepting the outcomes, not accepting our choices, not accepting ourselves.

When we are ready to move past the uncertainty of our own capabilities, when we are ready to move past the blame and guilt of previous choices; we will open up to live on a different level. A level that does not allows limitations out of disbelieve of our abilities. Neither does it allow empowerment out of stealth, encouraged or motivated by our ego’s persuasions.

It will allow freedom in love where no humiliation exists. Learn to be you from a point fear cannot reach your soul abilities.

 They are mutually assigned to you as fruits are given away this coming month to those that last in storms and turmoil out of choices made in the past that are remembered in the here and now. Structures are meant to be broken. Allow reintegration in and new thoughts will arise that will make new beginnings; new territories will be seen and recognized. Focus on yourself , let the busy times move ahead, allow silence to adjust  you in the here in now, allow your inner beauty to shine bright for the days to come will allow new grounds to appear in the splendor of uniting to those that have lost their ability to shine.. unite them that are broken away from the motion that has no beginning nor end goal anymore. Bring yourself to that point where you unite with the ones that will carry you over to the side where you have found your true calling which awaits your arrival. Now proceed and trust.

For the lightworkers that have worked their way to Today, things will adjust and change as we are needed to allow the flow mankind has created to evolve. Choose wisely. Recognize to seize each opportunity that may come in the near future as you have grown to allow yourself to rise to the occasion given.

May You be Here every step of the way.

Happy  trails,

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

I used to heal people and then came across an experience that did not help me, at least I did not think it did.

Now I understand that it happened as the door for it was open within me. Doors are open within us, mostly without knowing about it. Doors that allow things to enter as we are not aware of them, and need to become aware of them for our further growth. As these things enter, that are experiences, feelings, physical change and/or perceptions, we learn; as long as we allow ourselves to learn.

We can just take it in, and move on in the same direction we have been walking, or seize this opportunity to look at it closely and learn from it.

Why did it come my way? Why did I allow it in? What can I do with it? Why do I want to do that with it?..are some questions to get you started with the self-analyses. By answering your questions, new questions may come until clarity will be found that will help you turn things around for you.

Breaking free from the barriers created by ourselves is giving us wings to fly into the direction chosen by our hearts.

Animals don’t plan their day, week, month or year. They live in the moment. Humanity used to live in the moment and got lost in the mind maze and perceptions of their human surroundings.

It is time to mature and rise again. Back to understand the basics, is sometimes needed. But there is more. More that was not known, understood nor perceived in the past, that is now.

We have evolved and it is time to take charge of ourselves now. Full responsibility of all our actions, thoughts,  feelings and intentions, will create better days on this planet.

Understand your power, embrace your power, fully become your power and rise without expecting. Move forward in full trust and Love and what will come will come, but it will be experienced within your full ability, power and strength in that moment in time.

This month I am sharing my E-book Xsist, for Contemplation and Reflection. If you wish to receive it; email me at: contact@xsist.org with in the subject: Gift Xsist.

Happy trails dear ones.

Much Love,

Wilhelmina