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For Reflection and Contemplation

Your song

You become your song by vibrating in the frequency that belongs to your spirit

You become your song when you listen and follow your heart

You hear your song as you embrace, acknowledge, trust and have become your truth

Music is all around us…be quiet…listen….become…

Had the feeling to seclude yourself?  Do you want to hide and be alone?  Do you rather have no interactions, no conversations, just speaking the needed in the moment? I have felt the same, and the few people that I currently interact with do as well. Why is that?

Last year when writing one of my updates, it was mentioned that July will bring full circle.

Now that we are getting closer to this month the taste of magic can be sensed, yet the time to move is not there just yet. We know it is all good and not strange or weird to feel like this. These times are given for us to reflect and erase the old out of our essence. We feel drawn to clean up our house, office or tasks that we have pushed forward too long. Clearing is essential now, so the new stream will have full access to flow and ignite the needed when the time is there.

Allow yourself the time to reconnect with the inner you, when needed. Come ” home” as often as you feel called upon. Remain “home” as long as possible.  Home can mean many things/ways/motions/energy but it is all connected and/or interlaced with your core..your heart.  Allow yourself to center within the cosmos of your universe that holds no judgment just mere love, peace and silence. Wake up in the morning and listen without expectation to the bird chatter and songs that enlighten the moment for you to become whole again. The night bring you silent guidance to places unheard, unknown and not anticipated. Where you need to go you will. Let this happen during the day time as well. Guide yourself home through the trust and love that you have now for you and whatever may come to you on this road we call existence. XSIST, BECOME and ENJOY the moment as the days ahead will guide you to more then you have bargained for. You can and will overcome any event or barrier as long as you keep allowing yourself to be in the moment of existence in the structure that is you.

Until we meet again.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

We live with people not always necessarily in tune or in balance and ready to embrace the new truths of the New World, yet we are inclined to maintain in a certain flow that captures both sensors of old and new worlds captivation that is not yet been understood.

We cannot escape, nor can we longer be at peace with it, yet know that these circumstances and people remain in our surface of understanding. Knowing maintains a struggle when one unites with the barriers that are unspoken of by choices made based upon truth that carries no longer your initiative as it is/was over shown by someone’s anger/distress/hate/sadness or any other lower emotion.. your own structural changes can’t come full circle when you attach yourself/ hold on to the structure that is outgrown.

Essential is to maintain in a frame of time where you can’t illuminate your own truths for
the sake of harmony that is not your own.

Let go of humans that are within different structures by choice. Help humans that want to change/shift into the prognations the new world carries.

It is not important to express your emotions for the sake of it to be heard or seen by others the way you know is best. Your truth that carries no pain, no lower emotions is not justified when understood by others, it no longer needs to be justified nor understood by others as you know and flow with it regardless the choices of your surroundings.

This is one of the important truths to be understood fully, to embrace the emotional independence spoken of. Eliminate distress that is carried forward by someone else’s
persuasions, understanding and translation of things, situations and/or you. The heart knows the truth, the mind carries blurriness that holds truth to justify thoughts or feelings made by us within the structural membrane of the old.

My partner/friend/spouse/child/colleague lives a truth unheard of in my life or world. Can I be/stay with him/her/them, or should I release myself from him/her/them?

It is essential to stay focused on different angles that matters more than the one you are in or are questioning. The right answer will arise, when you do so.

Emotional distress is a sign of letting go of your own balance for the sake of things, situations and interactions your mind/ego has found relevant to admit/adjust/become/experience.

Release yourself consciously from ego. Visualize yourself going out of the head and into the heart. Breathe out the old believes and longing, breathe in the new you. Hold yourself dearly as you become one with the universe that holds no expectation, no blame, no sorrow. Experience freedom, become who you intended to be.

They that judge you through the eyes and mind are no longer relevant. They that want to know the true you, will in the structure we call the new, but is the only true place of existence once you unite with the horizon with no end or beginning.

Amasra devotu jerusaim

you can read previous updates (2006-2010) in www.xsist.org/journey.html

Perceiving is Believing and Believing is Perceiving

What it is that we perceive, is what we allow ourselves to translate/believe.

When you are operating  from your heart, you have no interlaced perceptions based upon belief systems created by man to evolve in a manner suites by their expectations.

It is not hard to lie to one self, it is harder to be the one our soul remembers; with the powers we could call our own. We most often did not allow to remember, as it was inappropriate for the similar reason given before.

Powers are genuinely parts of us not recognized because of the programming made/allowed in past interactions.

Don’t hold back thinking you are not involved with the perceptions that are yours to begin with. How would you be able to translate, if the given was not allowed/build within previously.

You cannot be reached when the doors to reunion are closed off by thoughts wandering off to the dessert. Bring yourself deeper than before the sifting took place in minds portals.

Arrange new ways by believing you are the one who you are.

Bring forward union, created by your intention, for the core is awaiting the arrival of you.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

Why, How and What next

Since the beginning in time, when humanity started to realize that there was more on this planet and beyond that was not found out yet or understood, people started to search for answers on the many questions that arose in their heads.

At first without the tools. They were drawing conclusions based upon beliefs and feeling. They had  logical explanations and conclusions based upon prior thoughts, feelings, and knowledge that was shared. One came to preconceived knowing that was still lingering and not holding its grounds as there were so many different opinions and beliefs that came up with so many proof, counter facts, thoughts and assumptions that made the quest even bigger and more interesting than before.

As the questions and the longing for answers became bigger, one rose to deeper understanding, guided by beyond, finding solutions that led to inventions that then led to greater explorations within, outside and beyond our planet.

Humanity always had thoughts , interest and curiosity about finding other planets similar as ours that had similar life and existence like ours. They have been searching for it as long as it was possible and are getting to the pivotal point of finding answers.  Answers in true findings based upon new structural changes that are leading them to find the truth seen through the universal eye, not blocked by expectation nor wants or needs but simply by finding out as the time is here to do so.

Within no pressure and a loving environment, in which they will find themselves, doors are kept open and structures are being rebuild inside of them.  Structures that were there to begin with, but lost strength along the way.

So in other words scientists are at a breaking point of finding the true answers that was longed for searched for and asked for , but never found as the right structures were never nurtured nor believed in.

This has changed for few, and will change for many in the years to come. Most importantly, it will reach a pivot point of retraction/contraction; this makes human forms look pail against the rise of foretold remembrance.

Humanity was looking for similar planets and life forces, yet forgot to let go of the expectance based upon knowledge, truths, beliefs formed and ejected on the minds of human forms.

Yes there are other life forms, always have been, always will. Basic knowledge is required to form an opinion on this planet.

Formlessness thoughts are essential to elevate on becoming the existing being beyond our knowing.

What is perceived is believed. What if not everyone could perceive them as the structures were working against it?  What if the longing was keeping them far away from purifying the minds orders  to become less structured based on limited consecrated  states of mind. Letting go of past structures has known to be helping in finding solutions, inventions and so called pronation in the ones that have out-stock the worlds preliminary ways of knowing.

Connection with the All that secludes non, yet is secluded by so many on this wondrous place called earth.

Expectations has given humanity structures based upon longing, needing, wanting, and being willing based upon mind control that holds no post in the world of separated thoughts.

We are here to help reconstruct the ones that are now here and walk the planet with thought of elaborated truth, trust in the core of one self. This leads to openness, freedom within the core of existence, reality without blurriness, needs, want or desires based on knowing more, craving more, having more, becoming more.. now merely is part of All.

 This human change in structure is giving you/us wings in the direction that is going to find fruits, splendor, joy and laughter in the love for existing here, there, everywhere needed, required, requested merely by the souls order in illuminating force brought there by  you and us in the angelic order or frequency.

When found no time is needed to be kept in line, as All is in the sublime of alternating forms. Bring  you there were the tide has fallen into sublism.  

Acrashna cumsli devotaroska milloneski; the tide is releasing you , illuminate your thoughts by becoming present in the moment you are aligning with. Become more free when you release the wonderment. You are to begin the journey with no end or beginning consciously.  Sublime ways are being forecasted, brought back and forth to you in the coming rise July is bringing forth.

In Gratitude,

Wilhelmina

5/5/10

In the various radio shows I have done over the course of the past 3 1/2 years the message: Dont Expect. Just Experience, came back with deeper understanding each time it touched my heart.

About 10 years ago when this was told to me, I felt the importance of the message, yet not the depth just yet. Letting go of something that you can’t fully grasp or get the full knowledge about is important. Allowing yourself the freedom to Be and find what is needed in this moment in time is of importance. Does that mean that you don’t have to study or go to school? No. It means that when you study or go to school trust in your abilities and let the flow happen.

The flow..living in the flow. what does that mean? To me it means trusting and understanding within the Love that you are and have for yourself to reach the goals that are of importance for your soul to evolve and enjoy. As we honor ourselves we honor each and everything around us and are not closed off to each and everything around us. In this full connection; miracles will be recognized and used to the benefit of all.

Miracles or magic is/are all around us, they are everyday interactions, gifts, opportunities that are not noticed as we don’t allow ourselves the silence and trust to simply Be.

We had a special April 13; Behind the Veil. In this get together we discussed these topics and more. Feel free to listen back. You will find it at: www.theshiftradio.com/calendar.asp and on www.xsist.org/radio.html .

Until we meet again.

Much Love, Always,

Wilhelmina

A few weeks ago I received the following information that I put together into a movie on youtube titled Conjunction part I. I forgot to post it here..but beter too late than never.

To watch the movie go to: www.youtube.com/wilhelminamckittrick

03/18/2010

Your mind is the vessel

Bring forward kindness, delight, joy..

It will be given. Understand that you can attend any situation when your mind is not interfering to do so.

Bring balance back within you.

Mind, heart conjunction of oneness.

Spreading, bringing forward your essence that lingers around you. Bring it in and outwards, bring it forward move forward and you will see.

Forward movement penetrates to the essence of earth.

Conjunctions needs to be formed between yourself and this planet.

Become one with it, connect with it, over and over again.

Within the deepness of this connection, fruits will be picked.

You will soar within the bliss, the light and the existence of earth.

The needed, the inner balance will bring you to that point of creation, co-creation of the path earth has planned.

Become you, by being a scepter, the scepter love, light, life has given you.

It will give you wings, wings to soar like the eagle.

Claws to grip like the jaguar. Cleansing, running with a purpose of capturing the needed, the most wanted in a balance that goes beyond our minds perception. Seize that goal with the power of your intent.

Don’t expect, as those that are expecting are not allowing the flow to manifest within themself, experience without expecting, bring forward the new that lies beyond and behind every corner. Our current path is taking us there where our soul is awaiting our true and full arrival.

Free yourself from the burdens that were given, allowed in. Become you, become true, become whole.

Happy trails.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

Creating bridges, clearing boundaries and creating peace is eminent in these coming weeks.

Inner peace is always required when turmoil brings you to inner upheaval. You allow the turmoil in merely due to the adapted belief system you have chosen to live in. What do you believe now? Does that still fit the old patterns that you are holding on to? If not, is not it time to release yourself from that?

Blow away the stress, discomforts, irritations and frustrations and take a moment in which you allow yourself to be free. Free from beliefs, knowledge, needs and wants. Just Be.

Within that peace you will find back your rhythm. Take it in, breathe it in and hold on to it as long as you can allow yourself. .and whenever you find yourself back in the motion that is not yours; Remember You, Remember your Rhythm and bring yourself back to that place within your heart where peace lives within the Love that you are.

Many have felt and are experiencing the current shifts as crucial for the coming times. No time to waste. Time to finally move, change and adapt to what is needed.

Create inner peace then recognize the bridge that lies there for you to guide you  to the structural changes that lies ahead of you. Each and every one of you will/have experienced these changes merely because you have chosen to feel and become You.

Replenish yourself as often as you can. The need is there to recharge and become fully focused on the next steps that are to be taken by you in the months to come.

Find the Love for yourself fully and dance among the stars in the rhythm that belongs to your soul.

Enjoy!

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

Created a song last night and made a movie titled: Sweet Warrior  - see: www.youtube.com/wilhelminamckittrick

The images are pictures of my paintings and movies of a trip we made to the Caribbean last year. A friend of ours noticed the light ships that were there in the background. See, Feel and Enjoy!

Here is the text:

Hey Sweet Warrior of Light. Sing with me, start singing with me

Bring me deeper to the core of your light, ignite your light, become the light

Hey Sweet Warrior happy to Unite

One day I heard the calling from deep, deep within, to let it spin.

My heart felt joy and peace and calmness, but still pain

As I stood in the emotional rain.

I let myself wash away the pain. In purity I remain

The time has come to unite with the whole

The whole of me, you and thee

So long searched for outside; myself, now found within, I let it spin

Hey Sweet Warrior, Sweet Warrior of light sing. You stand tall and bright within the beauty of your light Sing your song, Sing your song with me tonight, let’s dance the waves of glory and delight

Bring yourself deeper and deeper to the center of your light, ignite your light, become the light

Hey Sweet Warrior so happy to Unite

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

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www.evolutionarypaintings.com

Continue to prepare yourself for the future engagements you will be in. Many things are about to take speed. With that I mean to say to All of you that have worked on getting ready, are ready for the next engagement that comes in.

July will give you the wings that allow you to take flight in the unknown sacred venues your heart has been guiding you to. You are brought to stable understandings so the old can merge within the newly found.

Bring yourself there were the motion will be found that will lead you further to were the old world’s road ends and  the new world will be recognized, known, seen and heard.

How to do that: silence your thoughts; allow sadness to dissipate within the love that you call your own.

Gatherings are organized to help facilitate the new structure within. Those that are ready will hear the calling and find their ways within trust, love and the light that they Are.

Choose and Be.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

www.xsist.org

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