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For Reflection and Contemplation

02/24/2010

As we wander off on the road that is called life in search for salvation, we fragment parts of us that belong to our essence, but is not understood or accepted by inner parts of our self.

You allow this to part with you as it seems easier to live without the pressure or threshold that comes with the whole. At least that is what you have allowed yourself to believe.

The whole unites piece by piece again within the new structure that you have allowed in, in these times of change. Parts long forgotten are recalled, remembered and brought in, to accompany the newly found you.

Long time ago the structural changes that needed to make you whole, disintegrated with trials, situations, questioning the unknown, the whole.

Now that the time has come you recall the unthinkable and unite parts you allowed to be forgotten. Your soul can give the unthinkable illumination that was unheard of, undesired, not wanted, or directed by your minds intentions.

You were allowing to only remembering yourself to be the picture on the wall of terror, shame and disgust. Now you know that that is no longer needed. Past rituals, experiences, situations and beliefs were there to shape you in the person needed to undertake the various missions then and now.

Now these emotions hold no longer their standing as you have allowed the greater you to submerge again within the essence that you hold dear to your hearts longing to fulfill and submit to the unknown task that lies within reach now.

Bring your focus there were it is in need for you to bring unity. Unite. Dare to be the forgotten you; ignored for centuries now becoming the butterfly that spreads the dry wings to enter the unseen, unknown, unthinkable, yet understands the currency as it relates with the given moment in no time, and can immigrate their thought and feelings as one. Unite with us.

We bring you your current. Unite dear one. The fragments that formed you unite us in the now together for eternal time.

May your days be wondrous and full of bliss.

Your haven awaits your new arrival.

Until we meet the eternal you we remain within you, guiding .. to higher grounds.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

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What is happening in our world today.

Besides the shifts that enter and change, our intentions are shifting as well.

A larger group emerges and moves away from the masses as the unknown has given them wings to fly in the direction required to move mountains, build bridges for those in need for assistance, guidance to the greater good.

Understanding  the  greater you is similar to an emerging tadpole into adult hood.

First you receive legs and you learn how to breathe different than before, than you start developing strength to use the new abilities so you can get out of the water and jump into the new world that has opened up for you. Transformed and yet the same in many ways, only adapted to the settlement requirements. You now know what to do in similar, yet at first awkward, surroundings. Smooth you follow your feet into the unknown that is yet known by your instincts. Experience teaches you how and when to enter further, deeper into the unknown place you call home now. Free of worries you maintain a structural sense of wanting and craving the requirements to survive. Unlike the frog you have a brain that is aligned to your ego’s desire to rule and restructure to its belongings.

As the ego is tied to the concept of belongings it allows subtle and little movements to greater understanding that lies within the freedom of the hearts-soul connection.

How to dismiss or go past ego’s strength and believe, is the greatest trial for those that have chosen to walk the road that has no lineage to what was and no longer is matter in the New World’s structure.

Releasing conditioning, sense of knowing that was/is believed as right will bring salvation in the minds.

Allow yourself to be King that sits on thrones accessible for All. No need to separate nor to feel good by feeling better. Become the one that has no ending and no beginning. Just lives in the here and now, in full trust of what and who he/she is and exist in the way needed guided and directed by the hearts key that holds no sorrow, no belongings, no endings nor beginnings.

Engage by illuminate the You that has forgotten how to use his/her key to the world of today’s portal.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

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What is happening in the here and now I was asked.

I could not answer as I have not taken the time to feel the silence. I have been very busy with the mundane as I shared before.

Time for silence again…

From the beginning that I opened up, information came to me that was not always understood. How Spirit speaks to me is full of depth and layers, which I could not always understand in the beginning and still not always when given. I wrote it down, and when it was time for me to understand it was brought back into my memory, sometimes years later.

I wrote articles and two books. Translated the messages into words that could be translated/understood by others. 

In the beginning I received messages that seemed crazy to me, but I saved it anyways. Later on I received confirmation from well known spiritually aware people, as they went through the same change and growth at that same time. I needed that confirmation to fully embrace the unknown that is available to me and brought to my attention for a reason.

On this blog you will find information that I receive. It may not always be that clear to you in your mind. But open your heart as you read the words, and let the translation come to you the way it can and needs to. I would like to invite you to register and respond/share what you feel you need to.

The following I would like to share with you:

Under the surface things have been shifting. Have you felt it? Did you feel different, out of place, out of pace, yet doing the “normal” daily tasks.

Today (01/22/10) for the first time, time was moving slowely for about an hour. Surprised I noticed this, as time has been moving at an amazing speed in the past years. Why did it seem to slow down? Where are we in time?

You have been progressed to the next level in awareness. Such awareness requires precision, and an even mind frame, balanced between heart and mind; where communication can’t be seen nor felt or heard. It simply is.

With that is meant that one no longer seeks or looks for communication, or answers. One just moves within time, with no time nor common will. with that pace you will understand the unknown.

Bring the wonders earth brings forward as mankind no longer craves the unknown. Bring forward what they can see now, in the form that brings satisfaction or progression together in the community.

May full guidance from source be with you.

As many have crossed the river to the other side of the bridge that carries no longer the burdens nor sorrows of past pursues and controls. It carries what requires your song to be heard beyond capacities known to man. Belong there where no boundaries lay. Belong to your souls intentions as you mingle within the horizon’s structure with no end, no commute, no contract, just mere love and light. bring it forth dear child.

Much Love to All,

Wilhelmina

Hello dear people,

I have not been here in a while, so it feels. Things are quiet, yet busy. Busy on a different level. Working fully in the mundane.

Dream time is like having deep deep travels to far away places doing other seemingly very mundane tasks and interactions..waking up with a sense of knowing that important work has been done.

What will be next is change. We undergo constant change on many levels. When it seems to be quiet, know that beyond the surface it sure is not!

Allow the time for this adjustment to sink in. Settle in this new pace and clear what is needed. If you don’t know what to clear. Allow everything to be cleared what needs to be cleared for the greatest good. We don’t need to know always. We should allow ourselves to understand that what’s to come is coming as we have allowed ourselves to be ready to receive it.

Happy trails and until we meet again!

Much Love,

Wilhelmina

New Year

The end of the year is here.

Looking back; how was your year? What stands out the most?

What did you learn, what did you let go of. Did your environment change? Did your job, your friends, and /or your family change?

Every year some people start the New Year with New Year resolutions. Things they always wanted to do or let go of, they promise themselves to do this time around…or at least they will try to do so.

Around Christmas the atmosphere is filled with joyous and excited energy from our kids and interactions with family and friends. During these times we remember them stronger, so it seems. During these times they are around us stronger, whether alive or in spirit.

What brings us closer to one another during these times besides the knowing of Christmas and the tradition of giving gifts and having family and friends over? Why do we feel stronger connected in these days and why don’t we feel it always?

In the United States this one day of Christmas, stores are closed, the smallest amount of people work this one day of the year. Do we finally have time to rest and realize what is truly important. Does this tradition, and for some believe, makes us free again to remember. Free from other daily tasks and duties that we have allowed to rule in our lives.

The more people/spirits feel joyous, loved, togetherness, and unity, the more this vibration radiates across our universe. It is seductive and contagious.

When the level of oneness reaches a collective strength, the oneness of whatever is felt out there will be felt stronger by everyone and everything.

After Christmas the silence is felt. How the silence is interpreted or translated in our emotions have to do what lies within our essence as a believe structure or call it a conditioning.

Know that happiness can be felt always as long as we chose to feel it; as long as we chose to be within it. This goes for everything and everybody.

You hold your own personal scepter; the scepter that contains the powers of existence and creation. Feed your scepter from the heart and Love will be yours to embrace, experience, feel and Be ..always.

May your days be filled with Love & Joy.

Happy 2010!

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

True love 

Do we truly love ourselves, our partner, our family our friends?

What does truly loving someone means?

Do you love to not let go again?

Do you want a partner; as that is the way you feel it is needed so you will not be out of the social loop? Do you want to grow old together with your partner, be together always without losing interest, or have your partner lose interest as that will devalue your presence or identity in any way or form?

Why have not you allowed yourself to feel free, to be free?

Do you love out of love or out of ego?

Often it happens that people don’t want to be seen as different as the rest. “The rest” whom they see as more important, as that has been their focus, more so than their own truth or feelings.

True love is the natural flow of our essence. From Love we came, within Love we grow I always say.

When thoughts and ego patterns are allowed to intertwine the true love connection is broken. True love can eliminate fear of walking grounds never explored before by mankind.

When you unconditionally love, you are truly loving without conditions. When you love unconditionally you love without the fear to lose the bond that you have with someone dear.

Love is groundless and fearless. Lower emotions are no longer needed when true love has found its home back in our hearts.

Humanity has longed for most of their existence to feel complete and was looking for completeness in the wrong directions eating and nurturing the wrong fruits.

When you are ready to connect truly with your heart; you have allowed the structure to be broken. The old structure can no longer hold fruits from the past, as crucial membranes for our current existing being.

The ego cannot hold you locked in the new structure that no longer holds the value of the song of your current soul’s mission.

Old fear for resolutions is no longer a problem now, as it will be recognized as being just a mere illusive dream projected by the minds membrane that no longer solely can keep fruits contained or fresh.

Fruits of the core of our being; new fruits from our soul that is connected to source are granted to us in this new structure.

Fruits belong there but not nurtured they turn bad. The source beholds the scepter of Love that contains the valuable ingredients. In the flow of true love from source fruits flourish and bring forward rebirth that aids in our existence.

Free from depletion and primly there to enjoy, nurture and flow freely into live festivities. Festivities crowned with joy out of love for the selves.

How do you know that you truly love yourself?

Investigate your thoughts when in love.

Do you love this person ultimately for his/her opinion, thoughts, or drive? Or do you care for her/him as she/he needs your thoughts , drive , persuasion to become whole and/or this person completes another part of yourself that is missing.

When you truly love, you love out of love for yourself and the universal bliss without a needed focus. What and who is needed will come and will be recognized without any lower emotions attached to the connection.

No matter where and with whom you are you will feel you and know that love exists within you always and ever as strong as allowed by you in connection with your heart and soul; not by the minds threshold that ego had put into its control before.

When you can say from the heart: I know I truly love. You know that because with or without him/her , he/she will be in your heart. If he/she looses interest in you out of love for someone else, it will be understood if true love was allowed in before. In the flow of true love, ego does not rule; your heart does as you have opened up wide to your true self and all your relations…which is everything and every being in the universe and far beyond time.

This is a never ending flow that is felt and kept alive as you have allowed yourself to be alive.

 Break through the structural grounds that have barriers around you, limiting your essence as it becomes integrated in the mind maze that has a lot which no longer belongs in your structure of Today.

May the blessing of all kinds be in your soul membrane as time evolves in you as no longer existing. Materialize the greater you that stands no longer on the cusp of belonging, just becoming fully aware of the essence that cradles ones souls ability to shine and become your true love awaking.

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

What if we had done things differently?

What if it did not happen that way?

What if….

We can wonder about how things could have been done and how things could have happened. This gives us clues on how to re-shape our thoughts and actions, if that is the focus. It can also keeps us in the state of wondering, not accepting the outcomes, not accepting our choices, not accepting ourselves.

When we are ready to move past the uncertainty of our own capabilities, when we are ready to move past the blame and guilt of previous choices; we will open up to live on a different level. A level that does not allows limitations out of disbelieve of our abilities. Neither does it allow empowerment out of stealth, encouraged or motivated by our ego’s persuasions.

It will allow freedom in love where no humiliation exists. Learn to be you from a point fear cannot reach your soul abilities.

 They are mutually assigned to you as fruits are given away this coming month to those that last in storms and turmoil out of choices made in the past that are remembered in the here and now. Structures are meant to be broken. Allow reintegration in and new thoughts will arise that will make new beginnings; new territories will be seen and recognized. Focus on yourself , let the busy times move ahead, allow silence to adjust  you in the here in now, allow your inner beauty to shine bright for the days to come will allow new grounds to appear in the splendor of uniting to those that have lost their ability to shine.. unite them that are broken away from the motion that has no beginning nor end goal anymore. Bring yourself to that point where you unite with the ones that will carry you over to the side where you have found your true calling which awaits your arrival. Now proceed and trust.

For the lightworkers that have worked their way to Today, things will adjust and change as we are needed to allow the flow mankind has created to evolve. Choose wisely. Recognize to seize each opportunity that may come in the near future as you have grown to allow yourself to rise to the occasion given.

May You be Here every step of the way.

Happy  trails,

Within Love,

Wilhelmina

I used to heal people and then came across an experience that did not help me, at least I did not think it did.

Now I understand that it happened as the door for it was open within me. Doors are open within us, mostly without knowing about it. Doors that allow things to enter as we are not aware of them, and need to become aware of them for our further growth. As these things enter, that are experiences, feelings, physical change and/or perceptions, we learn; as long as we allow ourselves to learn.

We can just take it in, and move on in the same direction we have been walking, or seize this opportunity to look at it closely and learn from it.

Why did it come my way? Why did I allow it in? What can I do with it? Why do I want to do that with it?..are some questions to get you started with the self-analyses. By answering your questions, new questions may come until clarity will be found that will help you turn things around for you.

Breaking free from the barriers created by ourselves is giving us wings to fly into the direction chosen by our hearts.

Animals don’t plan their day, week, month or year. They live in the moment. Humanity used to live in the moment and got lost in the mind maze and perceptions of their human surroundings.

It is time to mature and rise again. Back to understand the basics, is sometimes needed. But there is more. More that was not known, understood nor perceived in the past, that is now.

We have evolved and it is time to take charge of ourselves now. Full responsibility of all our actions, thoughts,  feelings and intentions, will create better days on this planet.

Understand your power, embrace your power, fully become your power and rise without expecting. Move forward in full trust and Love and what will come will come, but it will be experienced within your full ability, power and strength in that moment in time.

This month I am sharing my E-book Xsist, for Contemplation and Reflection. If you wish to receive it; email me at: contact@xsist.org with in the subject: Gift Xsist.

Happy trails dear ones.

Much Love,

Wilhelmina

A lot is happening. I feel I say that a lot lately, as lot has been changing…and I know it will continue to be like this in the coming year.

The current changes that are going through us requires patience and focus. Focus on our light and love, focus on our self. We have come a long way. We have learned a lot about ourselves, now is the time to remember this, now it the time to focus on this.

A lot of stress and impatience is felt. Feelings that are not familiar to us, yet felt so strong and clearly. Know it is not yours. Simply yours to transmute and release.

Feel the powers flowing through you as you release and remain within your true energy.

Release within gratitude and were appropriate to further neutralize.

True freedom can and will be felt when fully allowed in.

Happy trails.

Warmly,
Wilhelmina

Below you will find writting I received early November. Shared it last Sunday in the Angelic Frequency Online Conference. We are going to have these conferences monthly.

Read it from the heart…the sentences carry a deeper understanding when the mind is not interferring. Some sentences are not yet clear to me. This is something that always becomes clear, when I am personally ready to interpret/understand it.

From my heart to yours..

We are among you, always have and always will. Now the time has come to unite our forces. Unity is mandatory for our missions to rise to the occasion of self forgiven past ways of knowing that have seized to exist in the here and now. You know this, now act accordingly to make the fruits of the past become implemented in today’s goals, that carries virtue. Remain in your current essence.

The new following that will be, and for some is, established, will bring fruits to those that have been waiting impatiently for the next steps ahead. With the goal to go further as the horizon has stopped in their opinion. The horizon of the old world exists no longer in the minds of those that moved forward. Those are the ones that have pasted the green carpet in ascending;  further, wider than the mind can take you.

 New beginnings lay further ahead.  As we wander further down the path crucial forces becomes imminent. Crucial forces gets a new meaning of existence in the world you are currently wandering. Crucial means now important enough to maintain within. No longer will the outgoing matters be found within the mind of those that are here to stroke/strike human kind into awaken species that carry tomorrow as whole and no longer only in pieces of insanity the brain can contain, no longer doubt, forgiveness or purses go

We are here to guide you through this. The sun carried filters that no longer contain the motion mankind reaches, so they will see, hear , feel and belong to their souls content stronger than before. Call us when you need assistance we shall be behind each roadblock that appears, eliminating it with love alone makes truth prevail in any circumstances given to you/us. Behold as the day is here.

The angelic frequency needs to widen spread their wings among human kind to enforce the realms around us to persist their flow. They are eminent for change. They need you to help and bring together those that are chosen to maintain the structure given to rise further ahead.

It is a part of the unity that is coming together , a natural process enforced by all of us.

The Angelic order.

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